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I dont know what has gotten into me today.
I feel mad and angry and pissed off and so on...
At the same time I feel like I wanna cry...
I really dont know what has gotten into me.
Perhaps having an "emotion rollercoaster" now.
Hmm.. I really dont know.
Today when my friend was talking to me, I was like "talk to the hand please cuz the face aint listening"...
At that time I just feel quite irritated, but unsure why I feel that way.
I've even frowned for the whole day til my eyebrows look like 1 straight line ody..
I dont know what has caused me to feel this angry...
I'm just pissed off and dont feel like talking to anybody...
Even the slightest thing people do made me mad.
I think I've given my worst customer service today..
And I even forgot to send the shop's sales report today...
I'm now still totally mad but have no idea why I feel this way...
My head just cant stop playing the song "Down With The Sickness" now..
And that's the song that's playing now.
Well, I'm sorry if my attitude is quite bitchy today.
I myself dont know what's the cause. =(

nEw LayOut...

I have changed my layout / background just yesterday..
And as you can see written on da background, it was designed by Charlton Gomes...
yea thanks to him, da pro in html (lol), i got this cool new background.. hehe..
And hopefully my viewers (i mean you, who is reading this now) will give me comments bout this new layout..
yea, pls do tell me your thoughts bout this layout k... =)
will upgrade my blog again sumtime later wen i got time.. =)
Ow, and yea, if y0u got any ideas of what i should put in my blog, such as music ka, games ka, pls do tell me too yea..
Looking forward for your comments, ideas and suggestion.. =)

Ash Wednesday~~ (Catholic)

hmm.. at first I dont wanna write bout this..
But saw my fren wrote about it, so it intrigued me to bcum a "copycat".. hehehe..

Today is Ash Wednesday..
so as usual, me and my parent went to SHC (Sacred Heart Cathedral)..
I told them it's a BM mass, but they didnt wanna believe me...
And we didnt expect many people will attend the mass...
So when we reached there, it was already quite late and got no parking..
My mum said "why not we go to St Simon just now? See, no parking here. (in BM of coz)"
And my dad reply was "I'm getting dizzy goin round and round to look for parking (in BM of coz)"
At that moment, I thought we were going back home.. But thank God we were not..
My dad found a place to park his car at last... Just outside the church compound..
After I got out of the car, I heard someone called my name...
But I wasnt quite sure it was my name...
So that "person" called again a lil louder...
And I turned around and looked at that "person", but it was too dark and I didnt wore my spec that time so I cant see clearly the face..
But I recognised the voice..
So I stopped and stared hard at that "person".
And then I asked back "Is that you, ....? (in BM)" hahaha..
Ooo.. Actually it's my Best Fwen.. hahaha.. cant see clearly without my spec ba.. huhu~
As I was in the church compound, I saw many faces that I hadnt seen for years..
And some for a few months la... My junior I mean.. hehe..
And some unexpected faces..
Hmm.. no wonder la the church was over-crowded..
But honestly, it's a good time to repent and think back about what we had done in the past year and changing for the better..
And I'm hoping and praying for my friends who really need their soul to be healed...
May God be with ya fwens... And your family too... =)

i MisS my SistEr~~ ='(

I've been thinking bout my sis lately, though she's been away for only a month or so...

But last time when I called her, she told me she doesnt wanna go back Sabah..

Im quite sad to hear that..

My sister actually had moved to KL and stay there with her luv...

it's not that I wanna stop her from doing so..

in fact Im happy for her if that's her 'felis'...

it's just that, Im very close with her.. I share everything with her...

We tell secrets to each other, do crazy stuff together and often spend time together...

Right now I miss her so much... Haiz~~

I feel like my sis' bf is stealing her away frm me... hehehehe...

I remember a day before her flight, we went shopping in KK...

And that time we even argued with each other cuz of a very petty matter...

But after awhile, when we were looking for high heels in CP, my tears were rolling down my face..

She was asking me which heels look pretty on her...

I didnt make a sound so she turned to look at me...

And you know what she said??

She said: "Bodo, kenapa kau nangis??" and kept on looking for high heels...

The shopkeeper and workers there were staring at me, but what else can I do?

I couldnt stop my tears..

And the funny thing was, my sister kept on looking for high heels without consoling me..

While I was following her at the back with tears rolling down my red face...

People must feel that we're two weirdo bcuz da kakak busy with high heels while da adik busy with her tears.. haha...

When I think bout this again, I couldnt stop smiling cuz it's funny but rili stupid and embarassing!!

My sis did asked me why I cried.. I told her I cried bcuz nobody's goin to fight wit me again after she's gone.. huhu~

And that's not all...

I dont have anybody to go crazy with anymore...

I do crazy stuff with my friends, but none is crazier than what me and my sis usually do..

I remember I and my sis used to change the lyric of certain songs just for fun...

we didnt sit down and think about the words for the lyric...

instead we did it spontaneously without even writing it down..

it is always crazy and nothing is not crazy..

somewhat like Rudy & JJ "Dontcha" or Venetian Princess "I kissed a gurl"... haha..

Aww... I missed the old days with her...

Yea, we argued and fight like cat and dog...

But we're just ordinary people.. =)

Here are pictures of me and my sis.. Ow, and btw, my profile picture also show me and my sista... Taken at Anjung Selera; with our bro that time...

that's me and sis during d "older" days... back when my hair was curly, and hers was longer...

that's us again outside our house... her hair was short here.. and mine was longer.. hehe..

here's the "emo" us.. haha.. my eyes look sepet!! =.="

this pic was taken a few days after xmas... near waterfront thr.. huhu~ rili miss her...

Trip~

~@*Updated Version*@~

Finally I'm home after a trip to Beaufort and Labuan...

da trip was kinda in a rush bcuz i got only 2 days off n da 3rd day i gotta go bek to work..

but overall, im satisfied bcuz i've finally set foot thr... haahaha! XD

even though there were times when my butt was aching so much from sitting in da charter for an hour and a half, the 60sth km journey was worth my time n pain..

okie.. so here's a few pictures that i snapped during my two days short trip to Bfort n Labuan..

The 1st one here is da roundabout in Pekan Beaufort.. Taken on da day I reached there..

I was standing thr behind da greenish thing..

I dont really know what that is..

I guess it's a coconut or pamelo...

but my friend said it was actually the green limau.. haha..

the picture below is me standing beside an old clock..
It has broken actually.. So it was showing the wrong time..
The clock is located near the "Library cum Tabung Haji cum duno wat else" building..
See that white building? that's the building I'm talking about.. =)
I did went into the library.. My aunt work thr too.. But i din saw her tat time..

Next, is the picture of me and Karen.. This pic was snapped by a worker there.. hehe..

Well, Karen was my form 6 classmate.. Live in Beaufort but went to KK to study.. terer huh? hehe.. I stayed in her house during my trip...

And this place where we took tiz picture, is called as MOK Cafe...

I cant believe the place was so nice.. somewhat like a Cafe in KK..

So Beaufort is not a bad place after all.. it's an awesome place.. =)

Ow yea, and my drink was a Peach+Green Tea+Coconut Cube...

And Karen's was Milky Tea+Pearl if I'm not mistaken..

Aftr we had a drink in MOK Cafe, we went straight to CC..

And afterward Karen brought me to a restaurant...

I dont know where.. All I remember is the restaurant is located near a shop called Kangaroo.. haha..

This restaurant is kinda nice too..

With the pool table n attractive lamps... (Sadly I didnt take pictures of the lamps though)

And here's our food... Fish & Chips...

Fishes are definitely not one of my favourite.. But fishes cooked in restaurant like this one, I'll definitely eat 'em up! ^^

Ok, that's day one... Below are pictures from day 2.. Which also means pictures from the very brief trip to Labuan.. huhu~ (T_T)

Below here, the picture was taken from inside da charter car...

I never thought the picture was gonna be this clear...

Well, these is the 'monument' b4 entering Kuala Penyu...

I got a fren whose kampung is there...

So one day I'm gonna visit this place too... hehe...

After passed Kuala Penyu, will reach Menumbok and then only will reach da ferry and speedboat station... Below is the picture of a ferry..

(see picture below) and beside the ferry is a wrecked and unused ship.. (is it a ship?) see that "Mempakul" word?

I dont know where is Mempakul actually (dont laugh at me please.. hehe) huhu~



After waiting for about half an hour, me and Karen finally got to hop on the speedboat.. it wasnt very huge.. quite narrow actually.. i wanted to snap a picture inside the boat, but i was too embarassed to do so.. because the seat was only two row and so people are facing each other.. (get what I mean?)

While I was in Labuan, I totally forgot about stopping 4 awhile and snap pictures.. All I did was rushing and keeping my eyes wide open to look for the suitable gifts for my friends...

The picture below was taken outside the speedboat station.. Just the "Feri Antarabangsa" can be seen.. other than that were totally out.. Not even the "Labuan" word can be seen.. huhu~



And the next picture was taken in front of the Sky Mart Duty Free shop.. I managed to buy a couple of things... All for my friends and family.. None for me.. But honestly I went there not to buy stuff for myself.. I just want to jalan2 and have fun.. But I didnt get the chance cuz was rushing for the next speedboat back to Menumbok.. huhu~ I only got 2 days off anyway..


Ok, the next 2 pictures are the "landmark" of Labuan (haiyer.. I dont know la what to call that..) I think it's beautiful and attractive.. In fact I think the place is much cleaner than KK.. huhu~ shame on KK..

This picture (below) is supposed to be beautiful... with the colourful flowers and water fountain.. But sadly, I took this pic in a rush... And the driver didnt drive nearer to that roundabout.. So cant see the beautiful, colourful flowers..

While waiting for the speedboat to come, I took a few pictures from inside the boat station.. (is that how I should call it?) So the picture below is actually a ferry.. (haha.. of coz it is!!)

And then, I dont know why I took this pic (below).. maybe I thought it looked nice?



On our way back to Menumbok, I finally have the gut to snap pictures inside the speedboat.. But still cant see the inside of the boat.. hurm.. nevermind.. I can do it again next time.. Maybe gonna be a long time ahead..




Oh, by the way, I got an unforgettable experience while on the boat..
After leaving Labuan jetty for a few minutes, the speedboat that took me and Karen home suddenly went wrong... What I mean is that the engine of the boat suddenly "stopped"... So all 15 passengers were left "floating" on the sea.. None of us wore the provided lifejacket lagi tu..
For about 20 minutes b4 help arrive, we waited inside the boat anxiously.. Some of them still laughing.. Maybe not worried about being somewhere amidst South China Sea.. but my friend was worried... And Im worried too.. Not worried about wouldnt be able to go home, but worried that I might throw up in the boat cuz my head was really dizzy at that moment..

Alright, after reaching the "shore", me and Karen hopped on a bus.. and that bus took us back to Beaufort.. Here's the "landmark" of Menumbok (below).




After we reached Beaufort, I took a chance to snap the Library + Tabung Haji building.. It looks like a building in KK.. Just like the Tabung Haji in KK I think..

And here's the picture of Padas River.. seeing this river made me think about rafting activity.. oh no, I want to do this activity!! LOL XD





Last but not least, gifts for my friends and family... Some of the gifts werent in this picture..
It's not much to carry, but enough to make me tired!! hehe... =)

Overall, Im loving this brief trip... I really enjoyed my trip.. The hospitality from Karen and her mum really made me feel comfortable and I love her mother's cooking!! It's healthy + delicious!! Im looking forward to go there again some other time, when the time is convenient and I got enough cash!! hehe!! =)

A Valentine's Day..

I'm writing this now even though I'm super duper sleepy & tired because I don't want to write about something that has due.. hehe..



Today is a Valentine's Day that ought to be remembered..



I was working full shift in 1B today, and to my surprise so many customers walked in to FaceShop... I am totally happy because I feel that today is just my luck.. hehe..



Yup, no celebration of Valentine's Day with my love one I guess... huhu~ (T_T)



But then somewhere in the middle of my working time, I received an invitation to a late supper from an x-schoolmate...



Well, we didnt see each other for a long time already.. And I myself cant remember when is the last time I talked to him..



But we did 'talked' thru da net n I feel like Im talking to my close fren... hehe..



And yea, we got a lot to talk to and Im kinda surprise about that..



At first I was embarassed and feel totally nervous cuz Im in a messy condition.. tired lagi tu that time.. I think my eyes must be swelling and reddish.. And hair mayB all over the place.. haha..



But I rili enjoyed my time with him.. =)



Actually today is my eldest brother's bday.. Lucky him eh? Cuz his bday fall on Valentine's Day..



And I was supposed to be home to celebrate his birthday..



But he was in 1B as well and will be home at 11.30pm according to my dad... so I tot the mini celebration was cancelled..



However when I reached my house, everybody were waiting for me! even my 2nd brother's friend was there too! How embarassing!! But nobody inform me about the going-on celebration.. haiz~ my bad.. causing them to wait for me till about 1 in the morning.. =(



here's the picture taken.. sorry background censored cuz it's private n confidential property.. hehe XD

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since this is my very 1st blog in blogspot.com, i think i'll start off by introducing a lil bit about myself.

ok. I'm Josephine; is a high school graduator. currently working as a Beauty Counselor in TheFaceShop 1 Borneo. So anyone who want any opinion on which product of FaceShop suitable for their skin, are welcomed to ask me.. hehe... I have the knowledge even though I'm not an expert or professional yet. Hehe..

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