i nEed t0 woRk ouT!

Last night I went to the beach with my GGMK buddies... Just that one of us was not present with us due to I-dont-know-what reason..

I really had no idea that after they had their supper, they were goin to play game. It was just so suddenly... Lucien slapped Roy's shoulder and ran away. Then Roy slapped my shoulder and ran away too.. I was just too 'blurred' to realise what was going on. I shouted of course when Roy slapped my shoulder. I was shocked and didnt know what was going on. =.="' haha

Then after I saw them both laughing and shouting "siapa jadi", I realized they were actually playing game! So I put aside my 100 Plus, stood up and ran after them. All the time we were running, laughing, screaming and shouting like orang gila.

After running and laughing and screaming for like only a few minutes, we were panting and I stopped running. I just had difficulty in breathing as I really cant laugh and run at the same time. huhu.. What kind of stamina I have! Them guys were just so fast and I dont know why I was so slow that night. Sheeshhh.. And I was the only one who didnt eat anything for supper. Just drank a can of 100 Plus and that's it. On the other hand, they ate quite a lot but still can run that fast!

gosh~ three hideous faces. Lol! xD

Gosh! I think I really need to work out.. It's been a long time already I havent do any sport. I think I seriously need to start work out again. Oh c'mon, somebody, anybody, please do some sports with me. Anything at all. Jogging, badminton, basketball, futsal, tennis, volleyball, netball, and so on..

LoSt?

After resigned from my previous work, I got another new job.. Well, it's not really a job.. Just helping out my love and his family.. Hehe.. I dont wanna care what people might say bout it, all I know is Im just helping and Im doing what I love so shut the ---- up.. Haha...

So, I went to Likas Square and sat for hours in the office. My "working" time is really like office hour. But there is just one problem - I got no transportation.. I just cant understand why in the world my parent resist so much bout me driving the car. Until now my dad gotta send me here and there if I wanna go somewhere. I mean Im tired of asking him to drive me anywhere as he's not the kind who's gonna be free all the time even though he is retired already.

So I decided to take the bus to Likas Square. But the funny thing is, I never ever take a bus to Likas Square. I just put in mind that I can get there and go back home without problem. Hehe... Just like last time when I was in Peninsula. (Just wanna share here my crazy and nearly got lost in KL experience!)

When I was in KL, I was desperately looking for this place called "Qi Chiong Gai" in Cantonese..That was because I wanted so badly a thing like wire which they can make your name out of it. Here's the picture:

So I asked dozens of my Chinese friends bout the english/malay name for that street, but to my horrible surprise none of them know it! That means I cannot simply get a taxi and ask the driver to get me to that place unless the driver is a Chinese. I remember that time I was 'travelling' alone. My mum stayed at home in Kota Damansara while my sis went to work and I didnt ask any of my friends to go with me. I think they were having exam that time.. So I got no choice but to ask those Chinese locals there how to get to this "Qi Chiong Gai". I really did feel like a total lost person!! (Well in fact I was lost that time!) One of the locals there gave me direction but her direction was so blurry and I didnt know those roads she was talking about! How in the world I know where is Jalan Pudu?? Haiyo.. Perhaps she thought I am from there as well..

So without knowing where I was going, I just walked along the road as if I know where I was heading. Until I reached a place where I think is just next to the road I walked previously, I started to feel I was not heading to this "Qi Chiong Gai", but just went round the road next to the previous road.. Huhu.. So again I gotta ask the 'locals' there bout this "Qi Chiong Gai".. This time the old man told me it's impossible to walk from where I was that time to "Qi Chiong Gai".. It would be too far.. I didnt know how far could that place be. I just thought to myself, wth, I am used to walking anyway...

So after all those trouble asking numerous people bout that place, I finally saw Jalan Pudu and took a picture of it.

While snapping this picture, a guy offered to help me take the picture. He was speaking in Cantonese.. And I just kept quiet. Dont be silly! i wont even allow a stranger to touch my stuff! Moreover from a guy like that!

After I passed by Jalan Pudu, I didnt know that I gotta walk further to reach "Qi Chiong Gai".. That time, the heat was really killing me and I never thought it gonna be real far away from Berjaya Times Square. (Itu la degil, tak mau percaya cakap orang. Orang bilang jauh, jauh la..) So after feeling like fainting (I hadnt had my breakfast and lunch yet that day), I reached this so called "Qi Chiong Gai"... I was so excited and yet when I saw that place in front of me, I stared at it with disbelief. Qi Chiong Gai is actually Petaling Street! lol! How could I dont know bout it? Instantly I felt like slapping my own forehead repeatedly. So again I took a picture of it and I swear I wont forget how to get there and how troublesome it was for me to just look for this place!!

Despite the fact that it was really troublesome to get there, my finding of that "wire" turned out to be disappointing. I went to Petaling Street more than 3 times but I still couldnt find the stall where they make and sell the "wire".. I was really disappointed because I failed to get what I want. But luckily my brother went there on the day me and mum going back to KK. He went there for meeting and other reason. So, he managed to bought that "wire" for me because he went there at night. Aiyo, no wonder la I couldnt find it. I went there during day time only! And I remember there was one time I wanted to go Petaling Street, but I took the bus which took me to Pasar Seni instead of Petaling Street! (but actually it was quite near to Petaling Street la. But I didnt know that then!)

Ok, so finished sharing bout that. Now continue bout taking bus from Likas Square.

So I waited at the bus stop in front of Likas Square. I didnt know where would the bus go. But as soon as I saw a bus, I hopped onto it and sat down without even bother to ask the bus conductor whether it will go to KK or not. =.="' So the bus went round Kg Likas and I watched one by one passengers dropped off the bus. But as the bus went out from Kg Likas, there were 3 girls still havent dropped off the bus yet. So the bus conductor asked where they wanna drop off. They replied Yayasan Sabah. Actually the boy also looked at me when he asked them. But I just put a sign of "I-dono-hu-u're-talking-to" on my face. Haha..

Then the boy told the 3 girls that the bus aint going to pass by Yayasan Sabah. So they were dropped off somewhere they can take another bus to Yayasan Sabah. Luckily he didnt ask me where I wanna go. (Cuz I put that kinda face; as if I know where the bus is heading) And alas, the bus was heading Wawasan Plaza and I was so relieved.. Whew~!

So now lessons learnt:

1. never hop onto a bus without knowing where it is going

2. never travel anywhere without knowing or seach the route to go to that certain place

3. never travel alone if u're going to a new place that u never been before

4. never travel to a new place without a map!

5. never walk by foot if you never been to that certain place before

Hmm.. hopefully I wont repeat the same mistake again next time. Somehow it's fun cuz it feels like u're having a lil adventure on your own. But on top of that, it feels really dumb and if you're someone who really loves to look for trouble, then do all that I mentioned above! xD

Sh0pPiNg 'n' piERciNgs

I went shopping today after church..

Actually I've been wanting to do some shopping for a long time already but then I dont have the time yet. So because today i got the chance, so I went to shop for some stuff that I've been longing to buy..

The first thing I bought is a new handphone. I never ever bought a new handphone and nobody ever buy a new handphone for me. All handphones that I used before were from my siblings. They bought new handphone and so the old one they gave to me. This time I got the chance to buy a new one using my own money. After all the one that Im using is broken. The sound cant come out. I guess it's broken because of me vandalising it each time I got mad.. Hehe..

The White-coloured handphone is the new one that i bought.

Beside that, I bought a new pair of skinny jeans for myself. Actually I already got a pair of skinny jeans, but then it was quite long as it is for Western people who are much taller (with longer legs).. But me, Im just a short Asian people.. hehe.. So I gotta buy another new pair for myself. Just looking for this skinny jeans that suits my desire is so hard.. Bcuz I am so fussy. I dont like the colours of most of the jeans, and also the high cut.. I want a low cut skinny jeans.. Hehe.. And so many more things which make the finding real hard..

This is the skinny jeans which is for people with longer legs...

This is the new skinny jeans that I bought.. which suits my short legs.. Hehe..

And I bought two T-shirts; to be worn during occasions that require me to dress up simply & decently... Just a plain black T-shirt like the one below:

And another purple one like the one below:

The fabric isnt very good. It's not very thick... But then it's a good thing as well because I wont get so sweaty if I wear this. =)

Oh, and I bought 2 new pairs of flats and a not-so-high-high-heel (haha). I've been wanting to buy new flats as wearing high heel is really tiring.. And I've got tonnes of collection of high heels.. After all I cant wear high heels anymore now.. Got a few reasons why.. So, Im happy cuz finally I can get new pairs of flats with cheaper price.. At first it didnt cross my mind that I can find flats of my liking in CP.. cuz usually I found out those flats are non of my liking... Only flats/sandals in Vincci suit my 'taste'.. But thank goodness I found flats that I like in CP.. whew~ 1 Vincci sandals = 3 pairs of flats.. so, I guess it's much more worth it.. =)

Vincci really got a pair of flats like this. Just that this one got a lil heel...

This one is white in colour with a little gold.. But overall it is still white la.. I got many collection of white shoes, white slippers, white high heels and now it's white flats... hehe..

Here's the other pair of white flats.. Not really nice, but mm okay la..

And beside that I also went to pierce my ears.. And also my tongue.. Hmm.. I've been longing to pierce here and there for a long time d... Sooo now considered as 'dream come true'.. hehe..

The golden one is the new piercing.. (left ear)

The golden one is the new piercing.. (right ear)

It's painful!

i sHRiNk...

Just a few days ago I checked my body weight again and found out that I've lost a few kilos..

Previously (several weeks before that), I checked my body weight and found out I still weighed the same though people were saying I looked much thinner than before. And the truth is, I myself realized that as all of my clothes and pants that used to be so 'fit' now become very loose. Even my working pants were so loose it reached the floor. Haha..

But to tell the truth, I dont diet. I dont cut down food or anything, cuz I just love eating! How can I stop myself from eating when I cant resist my own appetite? If I see a person eating (anything), I'll have the feeling of wanting to eat that same kind of food. Haha.

I remember last time when I started working in one of the restaurant in Centre Point. I worked there for not even a month period, but I 'shrinked' terribly. I mean I became really thin. Even my friends were shocked to see me in such different 'shape', cuz during school I was considered chubby. Actually I myself dont know the reason as to why I can become so thin, when the fact is I eat just like usual. I mean I didnt cut down food or anything. Just like recently, I was working in 1 Borneo and I started to be thin again. But still I didnt skip food or anything.

I think probably because working is really tiring. All the rushing, no time to really sit down and enjoy the food, I guess that's what cause people to be thin. Now that Im not working anymore, I guess I can sit at home and 'pump' up my body again. Miahaha!! But, uhm, I dont know why, recently I feel like I dont have any appetite to eat. I remember I sat down at the table and stared at my food. My eldest brother went "What are you doing looking at the food? Counting all the ingredients and calories inside?" Haha. Of course not!! Then he went on "You think by looking at those food, it'll move into your mouth?" Haha. Adui, sabar la ba. Im going to eat, but wait till my appetite come..

I remember when I was still a little kid, to make me eat was the toughest challenge of all. Hehe. My sister was the one who had to shove all the food inside my mouth. If I still refused to eat, only then my mum will come and 'forced' me. I guess you know what kind of "force". Hehe.

Now that kind of feeling come back. I dont know why. I feel like throwing up each time I tried to push a spoonful of food down my stomach. Even if I dont eat (I mean rice) the whole day, I dont feel hungry. Maybe Im just so sick of eating rice already. Hahaha.. No la. That's ridiculous! And I dont mean the food isnt tasty or anything. It is tasty! But it's me who doesnt have the appetite, not the food to be blamed. And please, Im not dieting! Stop saying that. I love my body to be like Beyonce. Agagaga... xD that's what I call a sexy bootylicious body.. Just look at her when she dances. Hehe.. That will be reason enough not to diet. =) Love your body and love all the food! Cheers!

Jekyll and Hyde

Heard or seen this before?

Yeap, it's the book that u used and read in class for literature. Or maybe a book that u borrowed and read from library. Robert Louis Stevenson is one of my favourite authors. And this book is the one that I like most among all of his writing. But, Im not gonna write a review bout this book. I wanna write bout something else. Something that the story in this book represents.

The story in the book implies the inner conflict of humanity's sense of good and evil. As well as the duality of human nature; that good and evil exist in all (which I strongly believe). And we can see all the facts in today's world. There is no one person who is good all the way or bad all the way. However, some people have an even more confusing nature. I mean they have split personality or lead double life. One day he/she acts this way, the next day u see he/she acts in a totally different way.. Or maybe he/she lives a life like this (of what u see), but secretly he/she leads another totally different life. Who will know bout this? It depends, but often people cant tell whether a person is leading a double life or not until it's all revealed unintentionally.

I wonder how can a person have split personality? I mean like having multiple personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment?? It is a kind of disorder. Probably that person is too confused with his/her own personality. Or maybe he/she feels that by developing different personalities in each different environment helps making him/her feels accepted in all different kind of situation and environment? I searched online bout this multiple personalities stuff and found out that it is really a scary kind of disorder. I wrote that because it's like you've lost the sense of yourself and behave like an insane person. Beside that, a person with split personality can have a behavior with an associated memory loss that goes beyond normal forgetfulness... I just think that is scary.

On the other hand I think that leading double life probably can be exciting, as you can fulfill the good side and evil side of you just like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde did in the story. Probably you find out that being nice and treating everyone with kindness is just so tiring. Cuz you're just so sick of being taken for granted for your kindness. So here comes the saviour double life. Toward another group of people, you are really rude and doing everything sinful. It's like a real big secret of you and nobody knows about it. Unless they have seen the both side of you. But most probably I think people will get so shocked when they know the person that they thought they knew is actually living double life.

A person with split personality or double life usually has a lot of secrets and they are often mysterious. I mean you can hardly know or understand them because you are confused with their ever changing behaviour. Or maybe they are just hard to understand and I dont know why. But I think people will surely get shocked once they know bout the other life of that particular person (who got this split personality or double life). I dont know whether it will be tiring for those who got split personality or double life or not. Maybe they just enjoy having so many different personalities and lives. But I feel that it would be very confusing. Really cant understand how these people lead their life. What if their other secret life suddenly revealed and everything go totally wrong like what Mr Hyde had experienced? Then most probably, other people and friends will walk out from his/her life...

Lastly, dont be shocked if you find out that one of those people you know actually having this kind of confusing different personalities. They dont want it; it just comes to them without even noticing or realizing it..