wANt A nEw hAir!!

last week I just came back from West Malaysia n met my best friend, Shona in PJ..

So the first thing that I noticed about her is that she got this cool hazel brown wavy hair..

Well her hair is naturally wavy, which is so cool and make me envy of her.. hehe..

I mean her hair made her looked like a rock star.. wahaha.. XD and that is why I love her hair so much!! =)

her bangs/fringe/front hair looked something like this..

whereas the rest of her hair looked something like this.. but not exactly like this.. hehe..

what I got in my mind right now is changing my hairstyle.. hehe.. I got quite tired of it already.. It's dull and boring.. And I dont like keeping certain hairstyle for a long time.. So I'm thinking of trying a new look.. =)

Actually I've tried to make my fringe look something like in the picha before.. But I always fail cuz my hair juz refused to be 'wavy'... it stayed straight which made me fed up!!

btw, I wasnt thinking of copying her hair... I was thinking maybe I could try something like these hairstyles?? =)))

but dont get me wrong.. I aint emo... xp

n btw I dont think I can have a hair like this as the length of my hair is shorter...

but still............ =)))

爱情是很复杂的....

我收到一封信息... 读了过后, 觉得内容一点都没错...

于是我很想和大家分享这封信息...

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因为你=幸福了

因为爱=成熟了

因为相遇=认识了

因为勇敢=恋爱了

因为相信=快乐了

因为误会=分手了

因为辛苦=分开了

因为流泪=离开了

因为痛苦= 放弃了

那么多的因为... 有的人始终不肯放弃...

但有的人却放弃了...

爱情是因为缺憾而美丽吗?

放弃对吗?

爱是真的需要勇气...

幸福很难拥有的...

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这些话一点都没错, 所以我下定决心不要放弃...

无论有几辛苦, 伤心, 失望, 心痛, 生气, 我都不要放弃...

除非, 他放弃了我...

爱是很难了解的; 太复杂而难于明白的....

爱上一个人就代表爱上他的所有...

无论态度也好, 外表也好, 什么都好, 你都会去真心得爱所有和他有相关的....

有时候我不能逃避心中所感到的害怕...

因为我和他都有一段很长的路要走....

不知道路上会遇到什么....

更怕遇上什么难题而不知道如何解决....

也怕我和他在交叉路中个自打算走自己的路....

我要求不高; 不能每天见面联络都没关系....

我只希望在他心中每天都有我的纯在....

如果他心中没有我的纯在, 我希望他会早点告诉我...

p/s: I believe in loving with eyes closed and heart open.. =) But dont take me for granted cuz once I turned away, I wont look back again...

wanna be nobody's burden...

Just now I went out with a bunch of my form 6 ex-classmates..



I know I got no transport and plus I had to work until 6.00pm, but because I wanna meet n talk to dem so I asked a former classmate to fetch me.. After all he was going to the gathering as well.. Actually I didnt want to ask for his help since he was da selfish type of person (which is quite untrue as he is actually quite nice and kind) and so I did asked another 3 person to fetch me.. But after thinking whom will be more convenient, I realized that I got no better choice but to ask for his help... And he was ok with that.. Phew~ Thank God..



So after half an hour late, he called and asked me to go down. As I was going down hill, he sms-ed me n asked me to be quick or run... I was thinking "r u crazy?? u want me to run in the darkness..? as if im walking on a straight pathway.." But still, I ran a bit so that I'll reached there soon and he wont be pissed with me later.. (I know he's a short-tempered kinda guy.. IF he reads this, I'm sorry I said that but that's a fact..)



After we reached Damai, friends were asking about his lateness.. And he said it was because of fetching me.. I stared at him and was thinking to myself "Hellllooo? U were half an hour late and I didnt complained about it.. now u're blaming me for your lateness??? excccuussseee meee..."

But oh, they know him too well so they asked me what was the time he went to fetch me.. So I said 9.30pm, and he stared back at me with his 'slanted smile'.. I was giving a look of "whuutt?? did I say anything wrong??" and he was silent after that. haha.. I know he was only joking, but uhm, still it wasnt my fault for the lateness...



At first we girls were chatting about work and UPU stuff... while guys were playing PSP.. But then another topic seemed to be more exciting than any other... Well, that topic was none other than about love and relationship.. =) Okay, now most of my friends are talking about this stuff... Even my colleagues.. My ears are congested with all kinds of stories already.. haha..

And so they were exchanging stories about their secret admirerS and so on.. Whereas me, I was quiet and just listened to what they say... Suddenly one of us girls suggested that each of us must share their story individually.. Great... Now Im dead..



Instantly, they all started their stories and asked each other questions... I just chimed in occasionally.. After all of dem had finished sharing, it was my turn.. So dey asked me whether I got any admirers... I simply said "I have no admirers, cuz I already got a bf" They were stunned and looked at me with disbelief.. Even those guys stopped playing PSP and looked at me.. Haha.. I mean, is it weird for me to be in a relationship?? Maybe they saw me as a person who never talk about guys and love and relationship. But well, that is just who I am.. I wouldnt talk about my personal life to other people unless I'm being asked about it.. Or that I need opinion from other people. Maybe that's why I often get people shocked reaction whenever I start to tell dem my life story...



So here goes the never ending questioning... And I just answered what I can.. The only question that I avoided was the one asking about who is that guy... But in the end, I told those girls the name of the guy cuz I know dey dont know who he is... However I didnt tell those guys cuz I know one of dem knows him.. But the one that knows him guessed it right after a few attempt.. Damit!! How cud he guessed it so correctly?? Shoot. He even said my bf's full name... But well I juz acted as if I dont know what he was talking about. And he juz went on to play PSP.. Gud.. Dont ask me anymore.. Haha..



So we girls chatted and exchanged stories until midnight (I didnt look at the time.. I guess it was around 12) then we all parted and said good bye.. While in the car, he asked me again who is that guy.. But well, if I dont wanna answer it, i wouldnt answer even if Im being forced to.. He even asked me "chu lian aa?" I was thinking "it's yur 1st time knowing I got in a relationship.. Not my chu lian.." So we got quite a lil argument in da car n I suddenly asked him what happened to him n his ex-gf.. And that's when his mood suddenly changed.. He said "can we dont talk about this?" and I could see he completely lost his smile already.. Oppss.. my bad.. wrong question.. So I said "Ok2.. I wont talk about it.." And so we skipped the question and he continued to ask me about my bf.. Gosh.. When will he give up??

Finally I told him "you dont even tell me about your story.. Why would I have to tell about mine..?" And he was silent after that. But then he said I must be tolerate with him.. Means like we both tell each other our story la.. So I asked about his ex-gf again.. And I could really see his facial expression changed again... OK.. I didnt wanna ask too many question.. Afraid that it'll make him even more sad.. So after listening to his story, there was a short silence.. Then I told him he can ask anything from me.. So he asked again who is that guy.. I simply gave him some hint which werent obvious.. I even told him "you dont have to think too much la.." cuz really it was NOHB... maybe he was just curious cuz I said it was someone that he knows...

So after reached the road to my house, he was driving up da hill and complained about the steepness.. Suddenly his car engine went off and we went down hill.. Oppss... OMG.. I caused him a lot of trouble already... His car even knocked on a plant there.. Luckily it wasnt a tree... If not, his car probably will have to go into workshop.. =.="' So he turned his car around and we headed back to highway.. I asked him to drop me off at the side of the road there.. And I apologized for what happened.. but uhm, I forgot to thank him..

And so I went up the hill quickly cuz it was so dark and late already... I was still very guilty about what had happened.. Seeing his facial expression is enough to make me feel doubly guilty.. Haizz.... Suddenly I heard the sound of dogs barking... And immediately I saw two dogs came running after me... I quickly called my bestie and asked him to talk to me.. He asked me where I am at the moment.. I just said "I'm heading back home.. But do you hear the barking sound? Im afraid now.. I just need you to talk to me.." haha... when I think about it back, I feel dumb... But hey, I just need someone to talk to.. Hehe.. Alas, I reached home safe and sound.. But I still couldnt forget what had happened... Haiz... I dont wanna be anybody's burden... But I already did.. I hope I could like at least make him feel ok about it.. Hopefully he will la... Huhu..

Day 1 trip to KL

Yesterday, I've reached LCCT Sepang with my mum at about 9pm..

Well overall the 'journey' was just normal.. And I've fallen asleep almost during the whole 'journey'.. haha.. That's cuz I hadnt had enough sleep the day before.. huhu.. (last minute packing, apa tidak.. hahahaha..)

anyway as soon as we reached the terminal, my sister's bf was already there waiting for us.. And so he directly drove us to Kota Damansara which was an hour away from the terminal.. (walao.. it's quite far eh..)

As we reached Kota Damansara, he drove us again to The Curve.. That's where my sister work.. I mean near The Curve.. She's actually working in The Royal Bintang Damansara.. It's a hotel actually...

When I first met my sister, I really couldn't recognize her!! My sister's bf said that's her, but I said I don't think that's her.. hahaha.. But that was really my sister.. LOL!

Before that, JD (my sis' bf) brought me and my mum to Giant.. There I saw a shop lot of TheFaceShop... And yea, the spokesperson changed already. It's not Kwon Sang Woo anymore, but Bae Yung Jyun... Which is not cool at all... But well, it's non of my business.. Hehe.. Kwon Sang Woo had finished his contract with the company, so change person lo..

Oh well, the places here were really beautiful at night.. With all those lamps and buildings and people.. I got to walk around The Curve while waiting for my sister to finish her job at 12 midnight.. And so I snapped a few photos and going to upload it as soon as I reached home.. Cuz in my sis house, they got no card reader.. huhu.. And that's not all, no Astro too.. huhu.. I'm thinking "home sweet home".. LOL XD

Actually, I'm planning to visit TheFaceShop in a few areas here.. I just wanna experience their customer service and learn from them.. hehe.. wanna improve myself actually.. Now I know that actually Kota Damansara, The Curve and Tropicana are within the same area.. So, it'll be easier for me to 'investigate' those places.. hehe..

*Tagged by Amanda*

( What Do You Say)

1. Kalau anda jadi orang terkaya di dunia?

Buat apa saja yg sy suka... Melancong ka, membeli-belah ka, menderma ka.. semua la.. hehe..

2. Kalau anda jadi orang terseksi di dunia?

sy tidak pernah terfikir oo..

3. Kalau anda perlu terjun tingkat ke-100 untuk membuktikan cinta anda?

tia mungkin sy buat begitu.. buang masa..

4. Kalau orang kata blog anda teruk nak mampus!

biar la.. i dont give a tut tut.. mcm blog dia masuk dalam A-list...

5. Kalau keluarga anda yang menentukan teman hidup anda. Kira perkahwinan yang ditetapkan keluarga lah?

no way... tatz impossible..

6. Kalau tiada lagi hari esok?

appreciate everything yang ada today..

7. Kalau orang yang anda benci berada di depan anda?

x mau layan sangat..

8. Kalau anda berpeluang masuk Fear Factor dan makan benda2 pelik?

uiyoh.. sy mau try oo.. tp sy tia mau yg "lansi" la.. haha..

9. Kalau ibubapa anda tiada pada pagi esoknya?

ish.. soalan tu ba.. durang p honeymoon ba kali.. wakaka

10. Kalau anda berjumpa dengan orang artis/selebriti yang paling anda minati?

entah la.. melompat-lompat kali.. haha!! blushing ka, senyum ka.. enda tau oo..

11. Kalau diberi lesen untuk membunuh, siapa yang akan anda bunuh?

ish.. abis la dunia kalo ada lesen bgtu..

12. Kalau orang kata anda kacak/cantik?

ckp terima kasih la.. hehe.. puji balik ka..

13. Kalau anda ada penyakit AIDS pada usia yang muda?

isk.. palis2... namau sy..

14. Kalau anda berpeluang menikmati makan malam yang romantik?

oo bagus.. i wont ever forget that..

15. Kalau anda terpaksa mengorbankan cinta anda untuk orang lain?

ermm..?? ssh oo.. tia terfikir lagi..

16. Kalau anda memenangi anugerah? Dan anugerah apa yang anda inginkan?

happy la.. tp anugerah apa?? anugerah org paling gila dlm dunia.. hahaahaha...

17. Kalau anda berpeluang mengahwini bangsa asing?

mana2 jak ba.. asal bahagia..

18. Kalau anda terpaksa berpisah dengan orang tersayang?

err.. ini.. tgk la mcm mn.. depends on da situation..

19. Kalau ramai yang tidak puas hati dengan anda kerana mereka cemburu dengan anda?

tidak puas ati? jgn la ba.. teda pa2 jua yg blh dicemburu psl sy ni.. huhu..

20. Mengenai orang yang tag kamu ni?

frenly "mesra alam", kici2 so kiut la (hehe), talkative, ada leadership quality, pandai menyanyi and menari, attractive personality n overall very easy going.. =)

21. i'm tagging

sepa bagus aa?? no idea oo.. hantam jak la..

Maria K

Lucien J

Charlton G

Kenny T

Nana C

Ashley H

"Leaving on A Jet Plane.."

Walaoweh~~ So tired!!



Guess what?? Today I went home by foot!!



I finished work at 7.30pm and then followed shuttle bus to Warisan Square... Afterward I started walking from there until I reached my house.. Hehe!! Unbelievable? Well, believe it!!



Actually I intended to ask my father to fetch me from Warisan Square there, but too bad he was busy and couldnt fetch me.. Ok, that's fine with me. It's not like I cant find another way to go back home.. =)



I know I might looked and sounded crazy cuz I chose to go back home by foot, but I did that because I had not work out for a long time already.. So just wanna increase my stamina back and be healthy.. (kunun la.. haha..)



Well, tomorrow I'm leaving to KL.. I'm goin to meet my sista, Shona, my NS friends and go around some of the places there.. No shopping I guess.. Cuz I'd rather sight-seeing than shopping.. Hehe..



To tell the truth, I havent done packing my stuff yet!! My mum had been nagging at me just because of this.. Well it's not like I don't wanna get ready, but my heart just feel like dont wanna leave.. I know I'm excited to go to KL to meet my sis, Shona and NS friends...but at the same time, I feel quite uneasy leaving KK.. However it's only 9 days.. So, i dnt wana gv a **** about it.. I'm gonna forget everything in Sabah for awhile and enjoy my days there... =D

bAke?

*updated version*

There's something in my mind that I've been thinking lately,

I want to bake again.. LOL.. =D


well last Christmas, I managed to bake gingerbreads and choc chips. (Which was done in a hurry. Hehehe.. Bcuz me and my two buddies - Roy + Lucien, bought the ingredients a lil late, plus some problems...)



Actually we were planning to bake 3 different types of cookies, but then we were lazy and there's just not enough time to bake all three.. So we just baked the 'gingerbread' and choc chips....




teng-deng! here's my "gingerbread men" (which didnt look like gingerbread man at all!! haha!! that's cuz we dont have the shape of gingerbread man... huhu..)
anyway, it was my idea to combine different shapes of cookies to make the "gingerbread-man-alike" cookies.. but i made only 3 though, cuz Roy wanna make star-shaped gingerbread (which is easier and made us finish our work sooner)...



that's Roy with the star-shaped cookies.. He's smiling cuz he's the proud owner of those cookies in his hands.. Haha!!


Okayy... So this picture was snapped when me and Roy were busy with the 2nd cookies... Whereas the cameraman got nothing to do.. He just helped for awhile and then continue to play PS!! duh!! =.=!!!


the two cookies above the "gingerbread-man-alike" cookies were made by me.. Hehe.. Nice?


Well, enough about all that. This time I'm thinking of baking pumpkin cake (a recipe from Roy's mum).. Roy's mum had told me about the recipe, but I havent got the time to do it yet. So right now I'm waiting for Roy's holiday and go to his house to bake the pumpkin cake.. ngehehehe...

♥tAtToO♥

*CONTENT HAS BEEN EDITED*

yes, this is probably the most insane thing that I'm going to do..

and yes this is the craziest idea that I have in my mind now...but so whutt??

I WANNA do it.. XD

been awake until now (4.51am) just to finish the drawing of the soon-to-be tattz...

Actually I wanted to create the image using Photoshop, but too bad I'm kinda a computer illiterate and absolutely cannot do a perfect art work like an expert does..

So I gotta use a 'noob' way in order to get the exact image that I've pictured in my mind..

At the same time, I had not drawn anything for almost a year or two already, so I thought maybe it'll be a lil difficult to sketch and draw..

But luckily, I can still draw and so here's what I got:

Here's a simple explanation about the picture..

Why I picked guitar out of all the other musical instrument?? It's cuz guitar is simpler to draw compared to drums and other musical instrument.. And besides that, I can easily picture the image in my mind cuz it's so common..

The guitar and the musical notes tell the people out there that I love to sing, and that I wanna have a personality like a rock star (LOL).. Even though I dont know how to play any musical instrument yet, but I have a strong desire to learn at least one.. It has another meaning too, but that one I'll keep it to myself. =)

what do you think of this drawing?? gimme your criticism, compliment or anything..