Just now I went out with a bunch of my form 6 ex-classmates..
I know I got no transport and plus I had to work until 6.00pm, but because I wanna meet n talk to dem so I asked a former classmate to fetch me.. After all he was going to the gathering as well.. Actually I didnt want to ask for his help since he was da selfish type of person (which is quite untrue as he is actually quite nice and kind) and so I did asked another 3 person to fetch me.. But after thinking whom will be more convenient, I realized that I got no better choice but to ask for his help... And he was ok with that.. Phew~ Thank God..
So after half an hour late, he called and asked me to go down. As I was going down hill, he sms-ed me n asked me to be quick or run... I was thinking "r u crazy?? u want me to run in the darkness..? as if im walking on a straight pathway.." But still, I ran a bit so that I'll reached there soon and he wont be pissed with me later.. (I know he's a short-tempered kinda guy.. IF he reads this, I'm sorry I said that but that's a fact..)
After we reached Damai, friends were asking about his lateness.. And he said it was because of fetching me.. I stared at him and was thinking to myself "Hellllooo? U were half an hour late and I didnt complained about it.. now u're blaming me for your lateness??? excccuussseee meee..."
But oh, they know him too well so they asked me what was the time he went to fetch me.. So I said 9.30pm, and he stared back at me with his 'slanted smile'.. I was giving a look of "whuutt?? did I say anything wrong??" and he was silent after that. haha.. I know he was only joking, but uhm, still it wasnt my fault for the lateness...
At first we girls were chatting about work and UPU stuff... while guys were playing PSP.. But then another topic seemed to be more exciting than any other... Well, that topic was none other than about love and relationship.. =) Okay, now most of my friends are talking about this stuff... Even my colleagues.. My ears are congested with all kinds of stories already.. haha..
And so they were exchanging stories about their secret admirerS and so on.. Whereas me, I was quiet and just listened to what they say... Suddenly one of us girls suggested that each of us must share their story individually.. Great... Now Im dead..
Instantly, they all started their stories and asked each other questions... I just chimed in occasionally.. After all of dem had finished sharing, it was my turn.. So dey asked me whether I got any admirers... I simply said "I have no admirers, cuz I already got a bf" They were stunned and looked at me with disbelief.. Even those guys stopped playing PSP and looked at me.. Haha.. I mean, is it weird for me to be in a relationship?? Maybe they saw me as a person who never talk about guys and love and relationship. But well, that is just who I am.. I wouldnt talk about my personal life to other people unless I'm being asked about it.. Or that I need opinion from other people. Maybe that's why I often get people shocked reaction whenever I start to tell dem my life story...
So here goes the never ending questioning... And I just answered what I can.. The only question that I avoided was the one asking about who is that guy... But in the end, I told those girls the name of the guy cuz I know dey dont know who he is... However I didnt tell those guys cuz I know one of dem knows him.. But the one that knows him guessed it right after a few attempt.. Damit!! How cud he guessed it so correctly?? Shoot. He even said my bf's full name... But well I juz acted as if I dont know what he was talking about. And he juz went on to play PSP.. Gud.. Dont ask me anymore.. Haha..
So we girls chatted and exchanged stories until midnight (I didnt look at the time.. I guess it was around 12) then we all parted and said good bye.. While in the car, he asked me again who is that guy.. But well, if I dont wanna answer it, i wouldnt answer even if Im being forced to.. He even asked me "chu lian aa?" I was thinking "it's yur 1st time knowing I got in a relationship.. Not my chu lian.." So we got quite a lil argument in da car n I suddenly asked him what happened to him n his ex-gf.. And that's when his mood suddenly changed.. He said "can we dont talk about this?" and I could see he completely lost his smile already.. Oppss.. my bad.. wrong question.. So I said "Ok2.. I wont talk about it.." And so we skipped the question and he continued to ask me about my bf.. Gosh.. When will he give up??
Finally I told him "you dont even tell me about your story.. Why would I have to tell about mine..?" And he was silent after that. But then he said I must be tolerate with him.. Means like we both tell each other our story la.. So I asked about his ex-gf again.. And I could really see his facial expression changed again... OK.. I didnt wanna ask too many question.. Afraid that it'll make him even more sad.. So after listening to his story, there was a short silence.. Then I told him he can ask anything from me.. So he asked again who is that guy.. I simply gave him some hint which werent obvious.. I even told him "you dont have to think too much la.." cuz really it was NOHB... maybe he was just curious cuz I said it was someone that he knows...
So after reached the road to my house, he was driving up da hill and complained about the steepness.. Suddenly his car engine went off and we went down hill.. Oppss... OMG.. I caused him a lot of trouble already... His car even knocked on a plant there.. Luckily it wasnt a tree... If not, his car probably will have to go into workshop.. =.="' So he turned his car around and we headed back to highway.. I asked him to drop me off at the side of the road there.. And I apologized for what happened.. but uhm, I forgot to thank him..
And so I went up the hill quickly cuz it was so dark and late already... I was still very guilty about what had happened.. Seeing his facial expression is enough to make me feel doubly guilty.. Haizz.... Suddenly I heard the sound of dogs barking... And immediately I saw two dogs came running after me... I quickly called my bestie and asked him to talk to me.. He asked me where I am at the moment.. I just said "I'm heading back home.. But do you hear the barking sound? Im afraid now.. I just need you to talk to me.." haha... when I think about it back, I feel dumb... But hey, I just need someone to talk to.. Hehe.. Alas, I reached home safe and sound.. But I still couldnt forget what had happened... Haiz... I dont wanna be anybody's burden... But I already did.. I hope I could like at least make him feel ok about it.. Hopefully he will la... Huhu..
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